"..who wanna b famous?.. i juz wanna b great.. "

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2008-10-23T08:28:00.006+08:00

Mood; School boy , Space and Hobbies , Hot tingling sensations

No Internet, felt so handicaped, but live over it.

Wonderful doing multimedia, flash gerek sialz... can just do wonders wif this wicked brain of mine... neone need sum creativity? my right side seems abit edging my left.

Pleasing for the Selangor road trip, and for you, hope everything b fine. Can you be a little positive? All came down to just U wan or not ? Go thrive.

My dad seem wants me to pray.. ahakz..

Sorry i laugh, i shouldn't.

He place that blue book right beside my bed.

And after i told i felt lost reading 1st few pages..

Guess what?... The next day, theres numbers to guide from one action to another.. ^^v *smirk smirk*

Well well... if i start now, at 25, and an average person age to 48, tats lyk nearly half a life tym.. and its gotta b gd rite..

One way ticket up! Muhahaha...

Opps, a dosa mark on my left -_-

A mini test later, and im creatively getting answers easily.. hee...

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"dun b a punani"

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2008-08-30T21:45:00.010+08:00

Mood: Top and Bottom; waiting; abit excited

Turn to the left, LCD Tvs, laser printers , and to the right, digicams, thumdrives..
Fuuahhhh.. So niceeeee..

Catch COMEX, at Suntec, while it last. Here's some star buys - http://asia.cnet.com/comex/08/starbuys.htm

But its so jam pack.. squeezing still seems irritating to me..

DSLR camera seems intriguing. Hope this interest builds up, cause, what you see is what you get and just look at these few pictures..

... its beautifull. Eh!, gamba ni muka maciam kawan ku lah.. Sape yg sengeh, dia ar tu..

At COMEX, i bump to Irwin, Nol, Nol no more botak hairstyle! hahah.. hensem sei.. And yes lah, promoting products while! playing games, thats the way! This is atTaChmeNt.

They look different, and act different... Maturely i guess. I can say attachment/working life have given us indepths and perspective of things. Proud of em all, and myself too.

Remember our first days of school? I'm pretty sure we having that similar feelings plus sum dejavus' when we back! I bet on it.

I have a fan!! Its just joy to know that.

"forever ur no. 1 fan..

can sign on my butt?.."

I thank you for your support. Also thanks to.. eh!! my butt!? &^%*$%^#@

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"...still rocking to 'always be my baby'..."

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2008-08-26T20:23:00.005+08:00

Mood: Waiting; Smirky

Saturday Karoake was niceee. Their voice superb lah, so envious! Suara ku maciam katak lah..

Hidir!!! Suara! Eisk! damnit.
spotted: yup, karaoke now got human size statue to lean on.

Spotted: sorry, far right got jelly backbone.

spotted: pimple on her cheek; he smile ya, tu jambul Superman pe.

Ate after that.

Hm.. sometimes i dun lyk it if im too quiet myself.

Sunday Army Daze! Overly excited that I sms alot to watch it together too. This movie brings sweet/bitter memories from my army life. 1 gundu forget, another sleepy.. ouhkey lorr

Heres 1 story, i tell.. about my acquaintance.. short one ya.

A guy not too popular in the bunk was about to go on a course for a week..
He's pack and all ready.. went out.. bid farewell..
Me do the chicken dance.. and to end the celebration, i jump up high on his bed..
While i was in mid air!! He went back in the bunk.. Ours eyes connect..
...ops..
Hehe.. I swear la u.. 1sec in mid-air was like 5sec..

What a great memory.. To you if you reading.. i still love u as a Human being..
Still remember You did try to save 8 of us who was stuck in a lift for an hour.. But thats another story.

9 more days! till attachments ends. I so missing doing projects u noe~

Juz wen attachment is gonna end, i found Gia! OHHH, thats where ur office! why you so kuku always stay in office! Been searching high and low shia~

Theres this particular lady i love to bump to. Mrs Regina if im not wrong.
Always have good witty conversation with her, hits me in the right spot.. cool man u.
Wheres r all the mature humorous gal!! shiet!

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"... rock shia David.."

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2008-08-21T20:39:00.004+08:00

Mood: Sleepy; Waiting

Working been a dragg, yeah with the double g.
My eyelids are sliding down unconsciously, and i got hundreds more to go.. haiz..

Glued to Olympics lyk magnetz. Some catches my eyes

Micheal Phelps, wat an athlete. Alot of drama, as i watch No7 race, i thought he lost, but technology r superb, he won by 0.01 secs. 8 gold medal all, basket u. This guy achieve greatness.

Tao Li! woo! 5th is good, you among the best of the best.
Ping ping is nice too.. Silver is sweetz.
But PR.. U noe, maciam tk syiok gitu..

Usain Bolt! What a show! i luuuppp him. Thats what im talking about. What showboat, what class. Go go make it 3 Gold!

Tech Geeks n FreaKs, IT show is on the 28th, Suntec, b der or b square.

'Jason Mraz - I'm Yours' is just sweet and sexy.

I heard some got debar, just wanted to shake my head and not utter a single word. Its ok, its appeal-able. My only one question is... " Do you think its within your grasp not to get debared? "
With this, peeps will surely learn to know and feel, the meaning of second chances, like me.
To everyone, I beg of you, do betta, and if you need help, that company, that motivation entertainment, i, Nurdin, will be glad to sit, and just sit, beside you.

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"...neva creative, juz abit innovative?.."

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2008-08-08T22:39:00.004+08:00

Mood: Not on par yet ; Relief ; Glad ;

Thank you Cashew Boys for Sundays' great game. Playing with heart while smiles on our face, thats what i want, though wining 5 - 2 is wonderful. Baek ah my defence. Lets see how we turn out next Sundays match.

Event with NEC is super fine. Finally out from office junks. I'm der for technical support.
Theres 1200 guest, most teachers and motivators. Even ITE's principal and old FAjar SEc teacher Mr Yap. Got white hair?! @_@

And i learn something unique and inspiriting, gotta try it out.

"Dun b soo keypoh, kEYPo~" Best phrase ever.

Another great thing! The food is... alamak.. heaven la dey.. each day i ate 4 rounds.. i meant it.. 4 rounds! MY wedding food is gonna be that class! I just cant forget it sei.

Talking bout weddings, tomoro my cuzz getting married. Also my friend Fazly, good for you. da tua peh butthead~ hahah
Congrats! Family and Granny be coming. I wonder hows my cute cuzzies been growing up..
Nice date shia 08 09 08

I'm getting married in December... But dont know which year i guess...

Happy Birthday Singaporeeeeeee!!!! i luv d celebrations! Proud to b typical Singaporean hor!

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"... da kenape, mintak kene sepak ke, come down a notch bek to EARTH pls..."

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2008-07-31T23:05:00.006+08:00

Mood: Pissed ; Gobble-gobble

Pisses off. Its random. Vent it here.
Fuck d train, thats it. More precise... eat shit, salt&wound, ur mother, slit baby throat, smelly cunts hairy ass.. U black, stop leaning on d pole. Stop squeezing meee! Dont touch meee!

Before.
Old Sg currency gone!! HAte it. Its hard getting them.

Hate it pass by tissue auntie by the road. Where is their children!! When you old, u take break, thats it, let others do the taking care.

HAte u unappreciative people... Some lower their heads, just for others to have better living.
... and U judge book by its cover. Some of these lowering heads', u despise by appearance , how cud u

HAte it u moving on first. Proud but at the same time.. hm..

Hate waiting for him to b well. Well...

Hate it smiles charity away, but none give back.
I do want, once back. Im no perfect.

Even though i rant it, went back home, as i walk thru the door,
my Grandma "Toleh (me) da balek~"
All i do.. "da nenek~" *smiles*
IT hurt inside.
PLs give me something, show me something, show me someone kicking a cat.. PLease..
I punch him by the ear, making him deaf.. trip em, making him fall, spit down..

I blast my music off in d train. MY mind running amok with these. "MCR - teenagers' , 'The Vines - Ride" "Tapt -Headstrong" soothes me..

Not into rock.. But gimme something snappy, catchy.. then its good.
PArdon me, but whats the point of guitarist solo-ing sooo hot that fire blazing out, drummer banging loud cracking d stage, bass strumming so cool, icicle grow and the lead singer shrek unbelievable tone, if u cant harmonize creatively?
I think thats what sells. Creative and catchy.

Shout all u want, money aint coming in.

On a brighter side, all anger make me eat more.
Rice at 7am, buerger at 10, porridge at 12, burger at 4, rice at 7, now breads.. Somehow does make me glad.

To JC, great knowing you. Without you, it would be a bore. Keep smiling and joking while being sincere. Thx.

Xu Xian, new guy come, come sit at my desk. Closer to bully you more. Sori Mei Mei. XP

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"..damnit.."

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2008-07-29T20:39:00.006+08:00

Mood: drained ; control anger ; smooth

I walk.. i walk way out of my department.. exploring.. get to disturb John.
U gotta move about.. or else u becum stupid freak at ur desk.
CEO is JApanese.. Mushi Mushi Boss!
John also an attach-ty from NTU.. So is Xu Er ? OPs, forgot man the guys' name.

Alot of things can be learn working in an office enviroment.
I see, then think, then understand and learn..

My Boss is MR SEnthil, lucky he didnt disturb me much at work. And his boss is MR Charles... cool fella.. good tips when i observe from him.

Hey hey.. i can handle this
Hm....
With other problems.....
HEY! Can lah...

*dreaming*

It sure far from my good old days...

Drfting, bullied and blushed among girls, damnit dimwit me
Sure miss those days.

Smiling to myself here.

But this office is quiet.
I started opening my HP aloud..
PLay block-the-pathway with boss..
IT needs some changes definately
HM.. should i say ' Gimme 5 boss' then slip my hand away later?..

I MiSS School So Much...

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"...still grooving.."

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2008-07-28T22:23:00.011+08:00

Mood: misses ; clumsy ; stranded while once tick, just want to groove ;

Work work work.. experience-ful.. but draining..
Out or random... attachment is not what it seems you think..
Mostly admin stuffs, it IS simply simple but tedious..
Congrats myself, of, screen printing and renaming.. 1000 screens la sei..
Considering im one of the lucky ones, others i heard they have to pick up calls, and ears to customer ludacris scoldings..

When i work, i get this 'cramp' feeling.. its awkward.. Your in an office.. You keep your voice to minimal, laugh to minimal, movement... I move like 2 metres.. and thats sitting on wheels chair pushing with my legs! haha.. I do spin around till giddy.. once..

Sooo 'kaku' aura u knoww!
But that aint tripping me.. Heres tips for soon attachment coolies.. ahakz..
You peeps out there.. Cmon, think outside the box.. Dont be 2-dimensional..
MY pantry has mini soccer table!! syiokkkkkkk.. 3 games.. and i 'da maciam KinG lah' Other games secretly played, before during after way way after lunch...

I laugh at this sweet friend of mine! Whines at me that hes gona die. Get shouts n vulgars till its too much to bare.. hahaha.. Went to work with long hair and pink stripes.. hahaha.. Sorry ar bro.. But go die lar.. hahaha...

Work with this senior batch from Dover, JC help me alot, and he got nice laugh. JC always laugh at Mr Senthil, dun la he my boss! But... muahaha...

I have gone no other Doverites have gone before.. I walk..

end of Part 1 (sleep tym)

"..feel me and just groove.."

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2008-06-20T10:36:00.007+08:00

Mood:

Soccer shagged
Gizmo & Gadgets

Tue werk, its raining heavily around Jurong. Worst, i dun haf helmet visor! my eyes squinting, face lyk a hamster shia. We all wet, yet Aiye wan to send me home. Thx boi, but pls, u send me home more than enuf tyms, i dun mind taking bus, i dun lyk 'hutang budi' feeling.

Played floorball yesterday. Cool la, i didnt score, but i haf fun. Din!, u trip me! the floorball stick went thru my leg, making me trip n fall! Super tackles shia.. bum my knee.. but YEAH! syiok.. heh heh.

Soccer at TEck Wyhe was fast. I wan to do more, but my leg hurt. CRAP, i noe im gona run my self more after this.

Every time i play soccer, if i didnt do well, i b kicking myself. I wud go bek, to redeem myself. Soccer, its adrenaline pumping thru my veins.

Is talking to d 'ex' always so emo to u?

here i am, wif a cup of tea, and earphones grooving to songs, n u so up tight, wats all dat about.

if i cud paste d convo here, it b humorously ticklish. lemme tell u a story.

1st, i dun even wan to disrupt ur schedule, trust me, if can, juz slide in 30, eh wait no, juz 20, eh no no, paisey, juz 10, it b lyk i wasnt even der! no need grand occasion! walk u to d door, dat b fine.

and i dun even wan talk big stuff, juz hi helo, how r u, hey hey, eatens and bye.. i cud sms or juz msn u, but.. nvm.. later on tell u..

vulgarities?... no darlz, its not dat.. pls, ive heard much more, dat u cud oni dream in nightmares... u onli assume..

now i tell u people why... and wats on my mind...

whenever im around, i cud see this face, on her... u noe dat face, dat awkward face wen u see ur ex.... and i dun wan dat.. i do haf sum awkwardness, eish... so geli. So giv me some slack... as im trying.. not for u onli, n not juz for me either, its for everyone.

i miss old class.. miss kidding n joking. n goin to dem seems abit hard nowadays.. cos of dat face.. Do u noe i giv way to u.. giving way juz to haf smiles around...

if wat im doin reli wrong.. then im sorry.. and sori all k.

i tink i noe, wat u want. ok.

hm.. to u, chills.. haf fun n dun get overly stress..

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"gemini babys rock!"

"Ada hati tuk merasai.. tapi.. Tuhan juga memberi kita minda"...

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2008-06-16T17:49:00.007+08:00

Mood:

My Bday

I get to see d guys play soocer. Surprize surprize, some exceed my expectations. It was fun n great, soccer always do. We finish 8 large pizza, lyk piranaz we were. Thx MaMat sending me home.

Had 2 invitations, didnt go 1. Not realy keen on goin, but Nahar msg me "eh tak baek, members kawin" to change my mind. Got to say the mutton was delicious sey.

Hidir shy shy. At that moment i dun understand, but when i think back, i understand.

We chillz at Din house. I kindaa lyk his room, and i reli make it lyk my house, lying here n der and goin to kitchen. Maggee nice shia. Listening to songs and talking. Kental la we, haha, but.. it was nice. Decided to wash d 'DRZ's.

While they was washing their bikes, i felt abit upset. i turn on music n sing to make d feeling fade.

I miss my bike. The freedom, the wind against my skin, the feeling of an asset.. miss it all..

I talk to mother, she says its gone, too late to get it bek... And now, becoz of my Bro, worried sumting might happen to another son, she cant take it. Also wif prices rising, it b difficult.. They giv me d idea, of getting a car.. it soothes me awhile, but its not mine, juz a family car.. and cars r expensive..

Is a bike reli important ? Hm...

To me it is.. For transport, for my style, its my thing.. The convenience it brings, the appearance it projects and the hardship of keeping one... "its wat i expect from myself"..

"for all thats worth

faye, knows her man"

Went to Vivo, watch Incredible Hulk. Its better than previous one. we still boys, havin hotdog challenge was cute. Midnight, they wish me juz outside while chilling looking at sea, thx.

Last stop was at Alif. The one thing i wan, and did get it was a simple Teh, bought 2 glass, ahakz.

Din reminded, its 11 year we known each other. Ya.. it was sure long.. and i heartly tink, i wouldnt trade it easily away..

Hidir, i didnt think i get to drive that day, hm, was it ur doing ? thx la boi

alighted some distance from home.. juz wanted to walk.. and reflect...

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"out of 10 u get 1, and 10 is lyk 1 out of 1000.. d jennifer!"

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2008-06-05T13:19:00.006+08:00

Mood:

Assignment rushed!
Money

skali ku sepak si baju grey tu...

get well soon ya..

dat nite was juz unique..

hey Kam, fish got alot mah...

ku da kater.. ku cucu LKY... heh..

Got my share of d prize, wonder wat am i gona buy.. hehe.. its been nice doin d projects wif Mus n Ayid. Tak sia sia jek ku asyik main color powerpoint.. i tot i was gona b ok on stage.. but as soon my name was call, lights so bright, camera flashing, crap, 10 seconds on stage, was blistering fast!!! i wanted to enjoy d limelight more. my mom, my dad, i knew u were hapi.. for u guys lah...

i hate bein squeeze lyk sardin in d morning in mrt. pls move in. u stupid lesbo, haf d cheek to holds hand n look at each other eyes. we here cramping in trying to give others comin in tat might be late to werk to eat for a living, but u lesbo still holding hands making a loop round d pole. stupid sheits...

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".. b initiative people, pls be.."

2008-04-27T10:28:00.013+08:00

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Mood:

GRIEF

im feeling so Grief; anguish, heartache, woe, misery; sadness, melancholy. yup all that.

feeling so down, but, this moment now, its not about me, im gona use d opportunity to dedicate this 'manis' (sweet) song to all of you.

not just for those feeling miss someone, but also, those feeling down, alone at home, shattered, oppose, bored and want excitement, financial issue, waiting event/people, alone, anguish, lost at school/work.. i understand, and i share with you.. this is for everyone out there..

(the chorus)

bila rindu,terkenang mu siang terasa sayu

syahdunya jiwaku bila malam,makin kelam

jauh terbang diriku melayang

aku rindu, sentuhan mu ku terasa sayu

inginkan jiwamu selubungi ,jiwa ini, bawa ku dlm pelangi

melepasi segala hati ini..

(translation: abit off, but try to understand je la)

whenever feeling missed, daytime i thought of you, felt sorrow

how touched my heart feels, when night time comes, more vague it is

far away i drifted,

i do miss, your touch, makes me all melancholy

just want your presence, wrap around me, lets go across the rainbow

to let out whats being felt..

u may not feel it now, but maybe others are, maybe becoz of u.. so lets all appreciate this..

Lastly, to my bro

be the playa that you were..

be the rider that you are..

be the Amin that you am..

i look whole, but im half, coz you not whole..

we all waiting..

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:' / - cant even cry properly

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2008-04-20T17:20:00.004+08:00

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Mood:

Tiredd
Eating concern
Knowledge is power

been schooling and werking, im tired. new modules r great, animation, superb lah! werkin, im part of d family, ahakz. but juggling both burns me out.

d other day, was riding to sch wif company, saw sumting that scares me. a bike fell off down d curb, rider n pillion, n the pillion is pregnant! SiiiaLLLaaaaa... and she screams!! i still remember her shrieks. tat trembles me. and d auntie who help, pawer la u, veri strong she push up d bike!

my heart felt lyk bein squeeze, and rip rite off out, drag on tar road and smash back in, that was thur. officially, i dun lyk surprises. i noe i haf no right what so ever, but feelings dun go away juz lyk dat..

thx eh teasing at me, but i noe u didnt mean anything.. its ok.

InSpire CLub cool la... make me smile, smirk and shy.. Juz came down, coz they persuade me.. and.... convince me i can wash me eyes.. oh well, wats new.. hahah...

i haf s secret !!!!!!!!!!!

my kawan turun my werk place. eat pizza oni! but thx accompany me doing delivery. mane dapat pizza hut escort dgn motard. cheybah.

met a new colleague today, face familiar lah sey. how cud i forget, one of d happiest day of my life, n ur there. yes i pass my TP on dat day, but she fail. now quit, LEERRRR... ur at d end, n ur quiting ? looks lyk ive got to do sum psychO-ing...

my pay! my pay!! heehawwww! ive plan out wat to buy... d rez goes to mummy...

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"lee kah seng is in my school! hahah

ME: (Tap at shoulder) Eh this guy owe me $1k!

Kah Seng: ... @_@(face so stoik, worth more than $1K)"

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2008-04-15T20:53:00.005+08:00

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Mood:

new
back to square 1
grinning

My class IT2P. almost all new faces! only 6 IT1As including me! oh mannn. seems lyk ill go to bookworm mood now coz my class is quiet. advisor mr nelson sia.. if ders mr bean look alike contest, im sure he win. haha.

miss It1a. wanted to change class, but, deep inside, i noe im suppose to be here. a challenge for me. new path, new goals, new diamonds, new adventure.

still werking, hope wont clash wif my studies. d day im sick of pizza, im gona dance, for now, pizza pizzaa pizzzaaa pizzaaaaaaaa! muhahahha.

and today im late. even beat ERP, damnit shit!!!!! i slow down, wanting to stop by the sideroad to put cashcard, but traffic was zooming pass lyk rockets... n blardy taxi horns me. nahhbei.

wen i look at pictures, its a mix feeling, i felt sober, yet, i smirk.. its a sweet memory indeed.

did i saw lee kah seng in year 1? DID I!!?!?!?!? if tats lee kah seng.. kahkhahakhaka...ahhahahkahkahkhakhak....muahahha...

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"....ahkhakhahaha.. (still laughing) "

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2008-04-12T12:09:00.005+08:00

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Mood:

Smiley

My pay is LATE! Eagerly waiting.

This song is groovy, seems every song she pick is my taste too, thks Paula.

On Wed an accident happen right before my eyes, left me shaking.

On the way to work as usuall, exit PIE at Jalan Bahar, and a Subaru cut across me exiting same filter lane. Nice Subaru lah, sky blue. By the road shoulder, was lyk an accident, a police car and everything, didnt get to notice much. I juz had a quick glance.

As i turn back front, "BANG@!" That Subaru crash behind a lorry! Glass burst, scattered all over. I e-brake, swerve left avoiding that Subaru. Hope the driver was ok. As i pass the Subaru and lorry, seems that upfront theres another motorbike skidded n fell. The lorry brake stopping not trying running over the rider, but too bad for the Subaru. I think the Subaru driver also had a quick glance to the side lyk i did.

Left me shaking abit. Thrilling, haha, i luv it, but shaking. Haiz, bare always, i must keep eyes straight infront, its important!

Wed was my Dad birthday, bought u sumting from Pizzahut, hope u lyk it. Can stick it up on ur cabinet.

Work have been fineeee. The more i send, the shorter the route became.

After work yesterday, play soccer after work again. Singapore is small, every i go, always meet frenz. hahakz.

While playing it worked lah! i adapt wat i learn, might b a little sketchy though.

As i ride home, in the weee mornings, i look down at my Faye.

I lyk smirking at her, so does she.. Always noe wats on my mind.. Wait for me k.. Luvs..

---

"Dun define others, ur onli defining urself - ZUL"

"I wake up every morning cryin, coz i haf to live wif this cute face everiday - HIDIR"

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2008-04-07T21:54:00.007+08:00

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Mood:

Always Nonchalant
Still Grief

Work Sat night. All d 'fun' peeps is der. Im always hungry, so manage to grab chickens, breads and potato's here n der... hehe.. Did ask the manager for Riders meal and busy dispatching orders..

Too hungry i ask the manager again..

Me : Jenny hungryyy,,

Jennny : eh i tot u guys make the big pizza already..

The crew did.. They keep two slice for the riders(only 2 didnt get).. BUT!.. it drop on d floor! n they throw it away!!!!! arghhhh.. hungryyy... nibble more breads..

Work ended 11.30pm, sum decided to play soccer. no sweat. Chills wif peeps, haf a nice chat. Ayie lyks sumone sey. Suppose to meet b4 2am, but i went home accompany by Ayie, to get change first.

Fajar(manager) frens was great. Not rowdy nor quiet and I lyk their girlfriends, sum wear 'tudung' but to go out in d weee hours in d morning, was unexpected, but hey, ders nothing wrong wif dat!

<>> every tuesday, ladies night, after 6pm, girls are welcome to play for free. Fico Sport Hub, located at Jurong. Boots or shoes, its freeeeee! Theres also dine-in pizzahut! my chillin werk place! <<>

I didnt score, crap! 2hrs, and even didnt hit d post. Reach home ard 5 bath and sleep.

Woke up and have to plan my game at Cashew, they buzzing my fon asking..

Normal as usuall, all came late, if they were on contract ill fined em!!.. But in d meantime, i fined them with "Bodo, ku igt ku yg lambat, aku datang dulu! " (i arrive 25 mins late)

Sumthing happen! i twisted my ankle, LOUD! "CRACK" They run to me asking as if i was alright... felt soooooo niceee lah... Thx guys.. Hey Hey, im VIP lah.. Very Idotic Person.. hehe

i sit for out for d game.. haiya.. i wan playyyyyy...

i learn sumting while watching, gona try it out nex game.

Went home.. watch Death Note.. nice.. 1st time watchin it. Waiting to sequeal.

Monday see gurls dance... weeeeeee...

Which guy doesnt.. hee.. wanted to join, but 1) cant dance 2) shy la beb.. chicken wing dance can ? Went home and sleeepppppppppppppppp... till now. Gona try dancing abit alone. Hmm... dun larf!

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" Working seems to giv my mind some peace "

" ..Ella se luce pa k la vea

eah eah eah, se menea se menea,

bailando te rodea.. "

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2008-04-04T08:35:00.005+08:00

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Mood:

Nonchalant
Grief

A change of environment needed.. an abrupt challenge.. or wicked incident..

I envy em, Hidirs jovial laughs, Budins ridiculous act.. Wheres my thang..

Driving thru the night just nudge me to wake up.

Did turn off the engine down the cemetery path, did it scare ya ? Boo yah!

I was really expecting to see the unexprected being..

Molly was great, bubbly and confident in her own way. And shes a replica of Budin.

Budin with camera, was professional... i wan the photos! Maybe just for kicks, i'll learn photography.

I adore Budin n Molly chemistry....

Your right Hidir, 4 years later maybe ?

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"Born to ride, born to drive, born to be a reckless road abuser.."

"..Wish theres less haters in this world.."

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2008-04-03T00:32:00.004+08:00

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Mood:

nonchalent
smiley
concern bout my leg

Been to town yesterday.. Nicceee..

I lyk town, nice clothes to see, nice clothes on niceee people..hee

Spend my time wif Sabrina... Wei u, i dun bite.. harddd!.. She can b vunerablee at timesss... But rarely wen it comes, super sweet.. hope to see more.. N I luv that place, i reli do, u can see it in my eyes... Lets call it "Blue Star Milky Way".. Till nex tym kay.. and think outside d box for a minute.. ;)

And Linda, not all guys r jerk, but tat one is :)

My work today so blurry.. Didnt rest much, tired, but evening ive work.

Misplace my company bike key for a while, and a whole chain of bad events occur! Wrong change given! Knock on wrong door! Cheese drop on my shirt! Haiz.. But at d end of the day, it was all ok.

My result is out! Didnt maintain, but cool lah, coz im shocked to get that result.

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"..hm.. i hate 3rd partys.."

_________________

2008-03-30T15:53:00.009+08:00

_________________
Mood:

nonchalant
my soccer
juz enjoy d hot sensation wen dating

Working have been so fineee.. If only theres loud music, then it b great. The tips have been wonderful, $2, $5, $3, $9!!! weee.

C'mon colleagues, im not fierce lah.. And.. "..Wak Din!" ? Sial peh budak2!! EEeeeeEE.. panggil la Marc Giovanni ke..

Pelik tapi benar >> Kasar tk suka, tapi suka dibilang tido, makan. Manis2 tk suka, tapi suka dipujuk. <<>

1st time played at Fico Sport Hub (aka cage street soccer) Leg all bum n bruises, so rough, but i loikeee. OH yeah oh yeah scored 2!! Tu dia! Thx Zam. Zam ada man boobs!! Bootylicious sey~ Hehe.

Wens result!!! i cant wait, worried bout my GPA, damn.. i study harder..

Nice song.. im doing my chicken wing dance!..

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" Promise me that you'll leave the light on

To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone

'cause I believe there's a way you can love me

Because I say

I won't write you a love song

'cause you asked for it

'cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song

'cause you tell me it's make or break in this

Is that why you wanted a love song

'cause you asked for it

'cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song

'cause you tell me it's make or break in this

If you're on your way

I'm not gonna write you to stay

If your heart is nowhere in it

I don't want it for a minute

Babe, I'll walk the seven seas when I believe that

There's a reason to

Write you a love song today "

___________________

2008-03-27T15:27:00.008+08:00

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Mood:

Money concern
Keeping myself in d right track
Fit/Exercise/Strength to becum Supermannnnnn

i don't know, my heads all blank. i dun get the right vibes.

i feel flimsy if i haf to start all over again. so give me a sign...

Happening + Exciting + Accidents . Thats how i describe workin pizzahut dispatch-er.

To summarise; met new colleague, go new places, forgot pepsi bottle, to get that annoying house that u need to go across the 6th floor then up staircase, getting lost in very ulu TUAS.

Last order was at TUAS, deliver to Mr Security guard. Way back, i look down, my bag was open! Check my money and it was all gone!! Panic i stop to d side, and check again. DAMN! wheres my $237.03, and whats more it was my 1st day. Turn around i literally rode back against d traffic, scanning the road. My mind was running a muck. Halfway still no luck.

NNNooo... How can this beeeee.. Nearing to Mr Security guard, i have nearly have lost hope. I stop at every plastic(money was in small plastic) in sight hoping to find it.

Reach Mr Security guard, down the most, but i ask,

Me : Bro, got anything left behind?

Him : What thing?

Me : Money

He reach his pocket, im desperate with anxiety...... but thats his money he pulled out.

Him : U check properly, i saw u take itla brudder.

Check every pocket, even wanted to remove my pants.

Me: (felt lost) Ok la Bro, thank u, nevermind lah

Went back to bike, he followed and start telling me stories...

..."last time i send boxes, i lost money also, i look and search, till back to office, already give up, but then, i lift up my box, my money was there..."

I life up my Pizzahut pouch, MY MONEY WAS THEREEEEEE! WEEEEE!

Me : Thank u la Bro, U my lucky customer

Him : hahah, careful la nex time

Me : ya ya, my 1st day somemore

Him : aiyoyo

I shook his hands... and as he walk away.. i shout..

Me : Eh Bro, Whats your name ar ?

Him : My name is MANI... U lost u money, and im Mani, hahaha....

Me : ......... : )

I'll neva forget his face..

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"tadi Abg Saril kau nangis tgk adek kau, Man mane cry, tapi tgk adek kau, dia sedih" - Mom

A man does'nt cry, but if he does, the sincerity, its in that tear drop.

2008-03-14T14:32:00.008+08:00

Mood:

???
Holidayssssss

Vespa GTV

CB400

Dell Inspiron

Crumpler

Things admired

New bike would be nice,

to go around.

A laptop to studies or work maybe..

A bag, to put my laptop in, while im riding! switz lah..

Anyone want to work ?

Trying out this template...

so blurr.. lost all my links!!!

There was a time u question, are we juz flings..

And a time, are u juz a conquest..

a time when u ask to wait..

haiz..

after all this time..

im content..

at least i didnt give up..

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"..im too fly to be depress.."

2008-03-08T05:46:00.004+08:00

Mood:

question mark "?"

LOVE this 3 guys,

its lyk they bits n pieces of me,

or im bits of pieces of dem, hehe.

Not wise as Yoda, but creepy

Not cool as Mask, but goofy

Not strong as Hulk, but.. er.. i dun turn brute n savage!

best part, dey all GREEN, my fav sey.

Chatted with Hidir that time, long la, lyk long last time. Crapman bored n nahting to do. Ya forgot.. "boring boring korek jubo ar".. lyk u teach me..haha... thx for the talk.

Didnt know she had similiar story lyk mine, thx la sweeeeeeeeeety ; ) (d one yg nk curvy body lar sey, hehe)

Wanting to be beside someone much is bad.. then lemme b bad lar..

Forgive, but, me hard to forget..

I wish my fairytale lyk Aladdin,

Got Genie, got magic carpet, save that Jasmine, fuahhhhh..

And because got 'Din' in it.. 'Alarrrrrr Din... kental ar' ....'pe pe, mau kena pukol pe'.. (self convo)

My moms birthday sia yesterday, i also duno, aiyer, wat son am i..

Sori la mother,

i pour carrot juice, kneel down, cup over my head, say 'Hapi Bday' n kish u on d cheek, was gd enuf uh k..

i noe it was, ur tear drop told me, oh plezz mom..

'thx Julia..'

My brother, cmon, family heres for u.. :''(

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'wif all the commotion, my goal is juz to roll.. keep on rolling bebeh..'

2008-03-03T20:40:00.010+08:00

Mood:

Fine line between revealation and enrage

"Days Were The Those"

'carefee and innocent'

Sum buddies of mine fooling around

Cut me sum slack

Neh just dun worry

With problems all around

Lets all of us make smiles

Sometimes he himself

Sometime im in denial looking

At night when it starts,

its an awake nightmare.

I miss him...

Hear me say this..

For him..

I be the unbreakable shield..

I be the purest beast sharpest fangs..

i be the devil with reddest eyes..

No one will step his toes,
nor cross his path..

never have been our picture taken together

---

'for u, my strength is trully immortal..'

2008-02-28T19:22:00.009+08:00

Mood:

Smirky

Relief

loves cats lots.

before presentation; we chilling and larfin in Dover but at Balestier auditorium, my balls drop off, bounces away *toing toing* ..and blabbering sh!ts.. but it was GrEaT!..

Thanks Doverians for the support!

Relieved and goofing around afterwards

Mr Gremar and Wifey treats us KFCs. Thank you! (damn no pizzahut nearby!)

Mus and Ayif candid. Mus look lyk AK! Yikes!

Gua ade sikit lembot ar.. tk suke bleh blah..

---

"sabar k girl, fish alot in water, guppy, arwana, ikan selar, goldfish.. chillz ya.. but if u wana smile, come to me.."

"slowin down, but aint stopping making smiles to others and myself.."

2008-02-20T05:23:00.000+08:00

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cant sleep

2008-02-19T18:10:00.005+08:00

Mood:

Not me
Just not me

I didnt present well, but it was fun presenting JTS project.

Vb, haf fun playing games.

Later maths, able to do, but with some refering of course.

Bluetooth Project was dreaful, but because i design and colouring, lifted me up abit.

My little baby hand call me sweet cup cake..! but later make me eat my heart out.. a msg would be apreaciated.. i dun lyk surprizes..

Later i dun noe y im in good mood, maybe coz she call..

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: )

...ass wipe..

2008-02-14T15:46:00.000+08:00

Mood:

Dishearted

Not right

At PS; Lisa, Me, Kamal, Brahem, Shikin

I'm quiet yet happy

At Swensen; Congratz to u Lisa, married soon seyyyy..

Taiwan GF, miss u beb...

Anyone wana ride ? But i left it at Taiwan tho`

Pardon d hairstyle, came with the uniform

U change me..

i call it 'hensem bike' only ruin by tat Crapman behind.. hee

Born talented pool player

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"Something not right.. i dun feel me.. wats wrong.. Hope i will pass this.."

...crap mofos...

2008-01-24T09:04:00.000+08:00

Mood:

Hectic

Realization
Bulazy

Been busy plus lazy.. wat u get.. 'bulazy'

Problems Injuries

Issues Complications

Bros in skewl..

----------------------------------

Jewel

*HeLL whoever badmouthing

Waiting anxiously..

*idea from a fren

..wuek..

2008-01-04T13:24:00.000+08:00

Mood:

New
Non-chalet
Kemot (Stingy)

Hung out wif peeps, Hidir n Din. All of us look d same, except age-ier ?

Talk bout whats ahead and universe stuff. Chillings bebeh. Watched AVP2!

Thats d most gore some, gruel some, and quite ridiculous movie!.

Im gona spoil it more by summarising..

Continue from AVP ending..

Father die, son die, police cop die, d homeless die, police cop gf die, chef die, jerks die, another father die, weed heads die, main jerk die, hot lover girl die... lover boy almosttt die..

Theres 1 'anti-hero' Predator, an infestations of aliens and d villain, hybrid of an alien and predator.. Predator got cool dreads.. Pity they fucking ugly wen the mask is off..

Oh ya.. and 95% of the whole city gone die/dead.. blown up by goverments..

LYk my fren says.. the theme is "almost all gona dieee" HaHaHa..

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Ive got swollen eyes! Turn puffy! Dont know why.

Groin healing up slow.. wonder whats wrong.. hope not anything serious..

School re-opening.. weee..

Gotta get my study head back..

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:Þ

...Happy New Year EveryOne...

2008-01-01T15:06:00.000+08:00

Mood:

New
Non-chalet

Been enjoying my holiday!.. mostly lazying around. Going to Sheng Shiongs and meeting up with companions.

Found a great shopping mall!, been long since been there. Full of luvvv der. Secret place ? ; )

The more i blog, the more lame it feels to me. So.. I'll make short n sweet updates.

Ive groin injury! Sad lah, gonna miss soccer.. :`(

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Yesterday,

met up with my past sweety, and she still sweet..

We chill at Seletar Dam. Talking and kidding. Thanks for the brownies.

"We've grown and mature... its was very nice, without all complications"

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After that,

met Sabrina and her friends. Amin, Nurul, Bridget.

Nurul: "madame charme de"

Amin: "Im nice, really! im nice"

Bridget: "Cute face, cute smile but yyy u smoke... but i lyk u d best"

My impression of em. So curious n corny they are..

Disturb by an old drunkard, hahaha, keep giving speech, at first it was ok, but then it seems lyk hes going on n on.. bla bla bla..

he say: "your a quiet chap.."

i say : "im a quiet person"

he say: "low profile ya"

me inside: " im nice, n respect ur speech, but ur drunk.. buzz off shithead"

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I rode, and sped, catching up to you..

I reached and i call,

But your just about to bath...

HAiyerrrrrrrrr.

---

For all;

Happy new year everyone,
Be good, be great,

Be what you want to be,

But most important,
Be true to yourself..

---

: )

...wweeee...

2007-12-20T14:48:00.000+08:00

Mood:

LAZY

pre-gym motivation moments

To Miss Teh.. im gona miss u.. so bubbly..

Above, almost all classmates.

Below, my boys.

Got my new fon, weee!! ... and a new sucky number, haiz!!..

im starting to luv freeBiess... feels so nice getting em, its lyk eating chocs but without staining my teeth!

Dating was sweetzzz... i try harder... hehe.. ; )

Im enjoying my holidays.. slacking! im gona eat and sleep and eat and sleep and gym!

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".. im active at nights!.."

...its simple...

2007-12-13T11:58:00.000+08:00

Mood:

Below below par
Abit ticklish

Just a phone call away..

Found my old "upbeatz joget" mp3 file..

---

" simple, yet, the mind clouds..."

...drain...

2007-12-08T00:54:00.000+08:00

mood:

mind exhausted

body wasted

heart swept

tasteless bud

---

its down pouring.. and cold..

washed-up, odourless,

solitary i only heard,

not the weather im expressing,

its my heart im feeling..

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I'll just rest.. for now..

...jaded...

2007-12-06T08:44:00.000+08:00

Mood:

Smiley
Riding around discover places
Shop, looking all Hugo and Armani

Wed is good. Did test surprising well. I dislike networking. It seem theres more to it, but the knowledge i knew is just at the tip of an iceberg.

Played soccer! in the rain! ok only. The boys was laughing alot. We all goofing around. Abit worried they might fall , its slippery. My groin/leg still not heal. Still hoping for that someone to massage me.

Raining through out the day. I wander around the school here and there, sitting and gazing emptily, daydreaming, patiently waiting for the rain to dim down. I have my alone time, and my patient lasted quite long. I get to ride off at about 630pm.

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We all sit and chat chitting thru the night. I'm happy for him. Same Sec5, same ITE, played void deck soccer, quit ITE together, played computer games together, near a decade past, and now his getting married. Congrats my friend, from deep down, i wish you and wife live happily ever after. Really happy for you... I've long way to go.

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"how times flew by.. we were looking at punks stuff then... now your getting married..."

...time...

2007-12-01T02:07:00.000+08:00

Mood: feeling lacklustre

wants dance shyly

while animate lip-syncing

getting intimate-boldly

making smiles

alternatively, soccer set me freeeee!!

Friday i met the sexiest tann legs, sweetest innocent smiles and gorgeous eyes.

Yeah, walking behind those legs, i wonder how much time spent on those legs.

At the platform, saw my crush from Fajar, that smile still sweet.

In the cabin, i stare those eyes and even turned dumb for awhile. Black, round and boy mesmerize me to the moon and back.

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time is all i look upon,

time is all that matters,

it takes time to work,

but time sometimes i can't wait,

time i have wasted,

and time hurried past me,

all that matter is time..

times up..

time for me to go..

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"can't just hope and faith, go, 'carpe diem' !"

...heart...

2007-11-28T07:10:00.000+08:00

I've neglected you..

please be patience,

stable is all i wait,

have a little faith,

ure my bonnie,

ure my journey,

ure my one and only..

My Faye...

who is thou,

so round and perfect,

graze me touch me bump me,

never will i feel apathetic,

when we are together,

i gaze you affectionately,

gentle caress and nudge,

i guide you forward,

with heart i pursue

with heart i protect

my hands are my feet,

you are thou..

soccer is just beautiful.

---

"Teens just wanna haf fun"

...Oh My...

2007-11-25T05:51:00.000+08:00

How cud i b so careless

I'm kicking myself,

not for poor performance,

but for not putting a little more effort for Math.

Oh well, a lesson learn.

---

Also i learn something valuable.

Next time when a person is down,

i try make em laugh,

in a subtle way.

Lectures and teasing,

would just make em down more.

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Hit the Gym with Mus,

oh my,

my weight drop a Kg,

alert alert!

Eat more time!

or i try,

My appetite seem diminishing

Teasing n joking at fellow gym,

even have funny wacky terms.

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" Idol " - Our idol, his body is so well sculpture.

" Subarashi " - Term for chest, cause of the slopes.

" Gorilla " - He's mad i tell you, he's like Hulk, except he turned red.

" Sizzfft " - A funny sound we tease about, you know, when bodybuilders pump, they always have unique sounds. HaHaHa.

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I express in percentage!!

Why blog now; 45% head blank/cant b bother, 55% pity didn't update blog.

I try not to have the last say,

frightens me,

embarrass, it might go the other way

Don't ever talk big,

your words might come back and haunt you.

---

Oh please, drop the price more!!!

I'm getting new phone!

Just waiting for the right deal to pop up.

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" Watching DVDs, sitting close enough to feel each other warmth, is sweet enough.. "

- www.mofunezone.com Go here, games are addictive

...hmm...

2007-11-18T21:45:00.000+08:00

I'm not really an optimist,

i just think both outcomes.

The world is round,

just can't let the minor things obstruct you.

I go with the flow,

even try make things accustom to me.

A balance of everything is nice.

As times past, knowing and wanting what i want more...

and slowly getting there.

If you want something,

i believe in getting out there to get it..

and! working hard to keep it.

You cant stay neutral after achieving it.

I try to let things go easy

letting them slide..

Being a part.

I do want to speak up,

saying its ridiculous.

And when i intervene,

please take note,

i do care..

You challenge my knowledge,

nudging my heart..

If you only knew,

what i knew.

I'm in a good mood,

trying not to let annoyance get to me...

Gotten, new sweet songs, and $200 Starhub voucher.

------

"sometimes good, sometimes bad, and sometimes...

i just don't know... - what u grinning at!?

...R..r..r..RoboT!...

2007-11-15T07:20:00.000+08:00

School School School!

Gotta catch up!..

I think I'm obsess.

Just be able doing Networkings, but i want to know more.

Miss Teh likes meeeeeee... but she likes all her student. Haha.

Other than school oriented stuff, i think I'll just turn down.

Unless.. Soccer! or opening up but with the right conversational respect way. Fussy i guess.

Hung out at Woodlands.

Its was good.

Ya! i kinda notice my thinking starts slow, i mean the start-up.

But midway, then it runs operationally . Oh no, I'm talking IT language.

I hope the Silat Club opens up. Sweets.

Too good to be true for now.. But

Tickles me inside.

But i'll leave some space for the unknown.

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"ops" - Me

..ill wack u..

2007-11-08T03:38:00.000+08:00

I luv Mathhzzz...

and Visual basiczzzzzz....

so fun doing them now.

Hapi bday Mustaqim.. no matter how childish.. trust me u b great oneday..

Hapi bday Linda.. luvs to tease me.. stick to ur principles girl.. proud of u..
They share common 7-11 birthday.. its a store n more!

Slept early.. woke up and its 4am now..

Man says about opening a Silat club.. kewl...

If open i'll join bebeh.. i say i prefer sparing then "bunga-bunga" type of Silat..

Im not much a physical person.. awkward to punch someone in da face.. eh wait.. Leme rephrase.. Sometimes i do wan bash, pummel someone up..

But.. 'tak sampai hati' ??

(pity ??)

Only wen boot field soccer then u know my physical traits.

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"Giving em joy to be content, but its only a fraction being content"

..ola..

2007-10-28T09:08:00.000+08:00

Been hectic this past few days.
Bz skewling, renting a van, Raya outings and to top it all wif flu n dry throat.
I'm sorry, but im annoyed by sickness. Very sorry, but i hate it! Its a blessing in disguise but i feel weak, dun look good and my weight! argh!..

Raya was a blast with Winkers.
All so adorable my cute classmate.
Get to drive van. Took me awhile to get use to the vehicle. After that, "Tokyo Drifting Van Wobbling Time".. hehe..
Sense of direction still dumb though.
Pics will b uploaded later.

Raya with Ex-Doverites too.. i went BMW (Bus, MRT, Walk)
Nice too see them. Once a year.
Shikin, sweet and ever so talkative. Brahem, da abang Romano. Jannah always nice and bubbly. Wan, Mr Upright Le Capitan.. and Me! erm.. da same ? Tag me ya..
Kamal, Lisa and Yan.. Bz? already told b4 hand rite. Its okla, but nex time k.

After all this is over, i want a break. Catch up on school and sleepppppp.
My mind is bother by something now.

Is der Samaritan passing by..
Is der an ear to heed me..
Is der an arm to embrace me..
A smile, all i have, to put on.

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"Born to drive, born to ride, just born to be reckless road user'

..im glad..

2007-10-20T11:40:00.000+08:00

I lyke the new Suria 'Seloka Lebaran' song, its catchy.
Here's the link for u peeps out der > http://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=seloka+lebaran

Haf u had a convo wif a stranger? That person juz come up to u, ask the time, then the chat chitting begins.
I had a 20min convo wif sumeone i duno completely yesterday.
Very weird, scary, yet exciting in a 'something happen today' excitement.
He came to me while i was starting my bike, asking wat tyme.
Greeting me 'Slamat hari Raya bang, maaf zahir batin!'
Around early 30s, eyebags, he look stress, and.. hm.. lonely.
He told, hes stress, from work, bullies, families and juz wana haf fun.
Wanted to join me playing soccer, asking for extra boots.
Asking me along for Silat class at nearby Community Centre.

He say, his father looking for, and he run out from the house, or something lyk tat, i forget.
Also has a sister, who say dat she doesent want him, he died in her knowledge. As he said dat, i can see tears around his eyes.
Talk n talk, and wen he say, his mom neva buy him a baju kurung.. err.. ok! kuku! struck in my head.
Weird, scary but pity. He already had my pity, but if ask for money, no way lah.

Very long convo, and my bike is running, i think he saw my face wanted to go, he handshake me and i say to him..
"Abang jangan stress, rilek chill jek, exercise bagus
Dunia macam2 org, bersabar je la"
(Bro , dun stress, rilek chill oni, exercise good, Ders diff type of person in this world, haf patience")

i told my mom bout it, she told me nex time limit to 10mins.
We can b frenly, but tink of ourself too.
Overall, 1st impression or him, i thought he was police, wanted to screen me,
2nd, a perpetrator, pickpocket sumting from me or hypnotize me..
i even check my wallet, after 1 hour pass, at home, gundu me, now then check . hahaah..
3rd, finally, a homeless, stress, lyke disabled person ...
and 4th.. was that a test ? from high above ? hmmm....

School was nice! Both teacher teach step by step.
Especially Miss Teh, she got d whole package, she got looks, for the boys, step by step teachings, for slow me
and she is stern, and thats good. Bonus, she teaches math, i lyke math, but not too much lah, sumtimes givs me headache. Am looking forward to it.

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"Im still grooving to classics"

- Old Boy

..look good, feel good..

2007-10-17T05:21:00.000+08:00

Raya was delightful.

Only one house, but almost all relatives were der.
So hectic, talkies from left and right, i cant decide where to turn i juz glance left and right then look straight.
Cousins all big n grown, so sweets, make me juz wanna keep dem from those naughty boys out der.

Monday was the first day of skewl.
Its great to see my cute classmates again.
Lame for me to say it now, but the lessons are great, am lookin forward to em.

I keep wanting necessities.... shades, jacketz, juz simple stuffs.
i say its a vain world but.. i look good, i feel good.
thank God lah, all from almighty him.
ders tis Malay saying i wud lyk to share.

translation singlish:
"hensem uat pe, kalau duit tkda.. wats good looking, if no money"
"dan hensem uat pe, kalau hati tk baik wats good looking, if heart not pure"

I have a sweet time with Sabby yesterday.
Lemme be bad abit n share u a little secret.. Sabby talkative wen paranoid. hehe. Muah.

Found some classic songs, feel free to groove with me.
Its 4am n i cant sleep, juz jot down to make time pass. Cant wait for PE! Soccer and gym all i can think off.

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"Too much of a something, is just bore"

- Mr PeterPan

..the sound of..

2007-10-12T19:12:00.000+08:00

i wud lyk to juz share..

to all my brothers and sisters in Islam,

wud u agree wif me.

12 October, Friday,

at 7.10pm...

..melody so soul full, trembles my heart..

..echoes so depth, holding my tears at bay..

And every phrase recites..

memoirs arise me..

listening just bring tranquility and ease.

" " " Allahu akbar, Allahu akbar, Allahu akbar

la ilaha illa Allah

Allahu akbar, Allahu akbar

wa li-illahi al-hamd " " "

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realized the importance of Eid fitri & the blessings of ramadhan - NOT by me

..kuih dan muih...wajik dan dodol..

2007-10-10T14:01:00.000+08:00

Raya is around the corner, raya song is everywhere.
I finish my paint part, n neva knew it was that easy.
Evey time i paint a section of the wall, im doin better n faster.
...Neone want hire tiz bang-a-la to paint ?... Free food n pat my head da fees.. or kisses..

I'm dreaming.. going for big bike, class 2A.
Every time a 'Super4' zoom past, it tickles me inside.
By December, complete my probation period and off goes tat yellow triangle plate!

Yesterday, i saw her across the tower again! and she recognised me, im wearing the same tshirt.
So hilarious, we miming across two buildings, she on tower, me in the gym.
Maybe nex time goin to gym, ill bring 1 big paper and wirte down " Ur Number wif 2 box, and beside a Yes n No"

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'Im feeling borderline, not above or below... Hm..'

- me

...this is why...

2007-10-05T10:08:00.000+08:00

Ever been clumsy/forgetful/doofus.. i haf.. plentyyyy of times.. and today.. it happen.

I forgot to bring a towel to the gym. And i happen to notice at the best place.. not below my void deck.. not at the car park.. not at gym entrance.. best place of all.. juz as i put my bag on the gym shelf.

Oh well juz continue wif my routines, avoiding eye contact wif the instructors, lucky me, i get away wif it...

Other moments, i even exit the wrong MRT stops, when i say 'exit', literally i exit out thru the control station. Doofus me! busy talking on da fon, i turn around, tap, went up, act as if nothing as happen. ahakz! wasted my money though.

I neva accident wif my bike before, but pls, im not asking for one. but i do fall at the car park, hehe, twice, once trying stunts n the other it was slippery. Oh ya! once, the handles slid off me as i main stand my bike, bike fall opposite me, luckily i grab it but oh boy, holding as if my life depends on it, hahaha, that face when u shit? tat face as im grab hold of my bike. why didnt i juz let it go, yesh i forgot, ders dirt on the floor.

Hm.. 2 things we all gona face.. not seldom, rarely maybe or occasionally for sum.. is that we all will cry.. and the other pAiNful sHits. i do cry, not cry cry, cry a tear drop cry. i remember watching Lord Of The Ring , the scene, before armies goes to battle, lining up , wow, im touched by the way cry.

Painful shits, i hate that, u sit der, waiting for it to drop. sum lyk to whistle, sum sing, i read, the back of shampoos, soap bottles even conditioner. its ironic, thats the oni time reading turn me on, maybe cause of 'pressure' u forcing out. u get irritated wen the whole collection of bottles haf been read n still not a drop. but juz as it drop, a mere pebble! hmmm.. u'll juz wan to stick up ur head .. "is tat it?"

One clumsy moment i reli remember happen not long ago, this year. i still giggle to it. i'm picking up Fizah for 1st time i remember. Juz as i park nearby her house, she live 1st floor btw, i saw her and her sister.. so i wait by my bike. she didnt come to me.. pointing to her sister n blurting out sumting. then i realise, it was her mom lah. bein respectful, i haste over. i didnt notice her dad was also there! he look so fierce. it happen so fast and wen i reach him, i salam (shake)..But...heres the funny part... my helmet was still on, and my visor is down. usually wen i salam elders, i bow to their hands. But wen i bow, my visor knock/block his hand, hahahha.. so cute.. *toink* my head bounce back... hkahakakh...i had to lift up visor n salam again.

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Fizah the one ask me to write it down on my blog btw.

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" Dun b shy to make mistakes, learn from em, and who noes, sum mistakes r so sweet makes u giggle wen ur alone. " --- Gundu helmet guy

...puff puff...

2007-09-29T14:19:00.000+08:00

Ever felt uneasy, that worried feeling of concern, the feeling that u shud do it long ago.. That lame feeling.. its haunting me..

Oh well cant expect to cry me a river, life do still goes on. If u do feel the same, heres sumting,
a change of enviroment helps. Or hiding, waiting, then jump shouting out to surpirze sum1 and watch they jerk back n scream.. heheh.. that helps too.

Been goin out tiz few days, n its burning hole in my pocket!

Go riding wif Syah n Fizah, from West to Downtown. soothing chilling at Esplanade wif dim lights.

Hangout wif Munera playing pool. Still can play it even though seldom.. im bragging yo.. phat yo~

Break fast on Wed wif peeps, we chill at Zam Zam. Oh yes u outgoin pple, Zam Zam only serve Murtabakz, Bee Hoon and Bryani Dam at that timing. Nice meeting Azahar, Rahman n Fizah.

Yesterday went Zam Zam, long time no see IT1A, hapi sey. After tat to nearby Arab St.
For thoses bz, rugi (wasted) la neva come.

Make my water face drop sit lyk tat.

My riders peeps also there. Hm.. i can see they change to bigger bikes.. Im eager to get bigger bikes. Vrrooom Vrroom ya.

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no wateva can b cuter than this..

"..watEVVAA.." - baby

...im whacked..

2007-09-25T17:53:00.000+08:00

I'm watching Crazy/Beautiful, n the girl is crazy..but shes cool. Her room have glass for walls, oh my.. to me tats quite a broadcast yet typical.

Another crazy thing.. me.. slacking in my home, im such a lazy bugger sumtimes. Luckily its Champions League season.. fuh. Now at least i have sumting to watch in the wee mornings..

Also i juz started playing this great soccer manager online game.. Ur scores is based on real live performance of players.

Sunday midnight, i met up wif peeps Rani n Suherman, we sit down, haf sum teh tarek n pratas, and chat. I once live wif them, they my Army bunk mates. Suherman always the cleanliness one.. n Rani the controversial new bunk member. Theres 8 of us, im one of the pioneers.

1st impression r always important. My impression of Suherman, that his gentle, verryy..

Maybe i regret that.. after time goes by, Man is most loyal, friendly, sweet, hardworking, clean and on-the-ball fren i ever had.. Wen u wan to open up a business, n u need an accountant, hes the man.. He bought me Stussy jacket !!! for present.

I duno Rani tat much, except tat hes new n talk alot.. Till now he talk alot.. Most of the time, i luv hearing him out, rarely, wen he craps. And he luvs working.. He luvs getting customer..

Also hes funny, he can make Indian accent soo well.. Always the comic to me, and i luv wen he gets nervous around the ladies.. then.. its becomes too much.. Rilekz la..

0205! tats our bunk no. I ask mom can i buy 4-D.. "No.. u dont eh" .. aiyah..

I'm the slacker in the bunk, oh well, sum habits r hard to change..i come n go byself but.. i try to do, to listen, to disturb, to cheer as my part.. I remember Man tidy up my bed for me.. hehe.. very cute la.. We watch TV together, n i luv eating together.. i lyk see big pple eat.. so nice their appetite. I dun haf ThAT! i'm the lightest! hehe.

5.45AM, our gorilla Encik knocks on every ones door. Drag lyk zombies to brush our teeth's. Encik will always walk around for those still lying down.. They either fall off the bed, or literally jump out form the bed wen he screams.

"CHeebyeee wake UP!"

"Budi, stop pretending to sweep wif ur eyes close!"

"....." silently stand beside, as they open their eyes, the shock on their faces r priceless.

"..once liv wif em.."

Gurlz luv to say 'whatever" . I dont know y, its lyk they r programme wif tat word.

Now, after 23 years of living,.. the truth is reveal.

Since young, they already know the word.

Tis is the Holy Grail, prove of 'whatever' word. Lets us guys rejoice! No more, stumble and fumble by the word. It is powerless now, no whatever can b cuter than this.

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"..whatever!.." -Baby

..the sport that makes the world goes round..

2007-09-21T21:13:00.000+08:00

Jose Mourinho sacked from Chelsea F.C. ?!!! Oh my..

billionaire r ruthless.. after back to back tittles, sum league cups tittle from Jose, still its not enuf..

Thats Roman Abramovich, a Russian oil owner. Hobbies includes buying luxury yachts! and why buy 1st class air tickets if you could buy a Boeing 767 aeroplane? Yup he own that gigantic plane. bloody rich fella. He bought Chelsea F.C. , splash sum money for new transfers, eventually bought a whole new team.

But thats not the team im raring for.. My team is Real Madrid Club de Fútbol!

Some facts:
FIFA awarded Real Madrid the title of the "Best Club of the 20th Century". Real Madrid is the most successful club in European competition history with 11 European trophies, nine European Cups and two UEFA Cups; more than any other European club.

I lyk Real becoz of 1 reason.. and that is becoz of this guy..

Zinedine Zidane.. We even share the same 'din' , heh...

nickname Zizou.. a maestro midfielder.. he makes soccer so good to watch.. hes touches are sublime.. he won every cup has to be won..

haiz.. he retired from soccer May 2006. Soccer neva feel the same without him..

And whenever i play, i always mimic hes style..

thats not all, we also share the same head pattern..

Thats us with hair...

and thats us with receding hairlines..

Oh Zizou.. u'll b miss..

OK. enuf bout soccer.

Went geylang! wweeee... foods, baju raya, and the views sooo captivating.. hehe

Cant wait to go again wif peeps, maybe in wee nights, lets eat it, whistle em, chuckle and giggle y'all..

times r sure changing fast.. *flashback*flashback* ..hehe

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"still flashback-ing ....heheheeh" - Nurdin

...zombieeee...

2007-09-18T21:15:00.000+08:00

5 days at home n ive turn zombie!

ive neva go out since 1st day of fasting.. oh my..
its ok bein at home.. but too much of a sumthing is bad..
yesterday, the boredom was too much.. and i hit da gym..

zombie walking down stairs, to the car park, on my bike, zombie-ing riding to the gym.
Too zombie-nize that sumting caught me off guard! Gym girl acknowledge me..

She: Hey, were u the one talking to me?
Me: (Ah) 4sec delay... Ah... *smile* ........... Eh ingat lah..

I smile and walk off.. Me and a fren talked to her back then

But Bloody hell.. stoopidddddd... i was reli off gaurd.. ish..
How lucky i was, shes talking to me.. fuahhh.. im dreaming away while changing...
Eeish, hate da blur feeling...

Dun wan b a kuku.. i must try talk to her again..
While waiting for her to be alone.. i brainstorming genius cunning cute one-liner..
And while carrying weights my eye keep on the look out..
Alamak the other personal, go away la.. kepo la.. hehe..

Going home time..

She again ?!!!!!! : Dah ?

Gundu me : Ah << (ei brain, wat were u tinking)

4 sec interval

Me : Namer sape? Actually i noe (its Siti)

She : Siti

Me : Hm.. Lamer tk nampak... (wanted 2 say Lamer tk nampak, rinduu)

She : Tak lah.. Maybe u come wrong time..

Me : Oh ... Habis keje kul rape ? ( nurdin turn kuku)

She : Sembilan, buka sini lah..

Me : Oh (wheres the knife to stab myself wen u need it)

(i forgot sum details: she studying for A levels. sumting crap up ?. da lama keje)

Me : (nk step charming tapi tk jadi) ey dun smile...ver...

She : Huh.. wat.. me tk smile.. when..

Me : Very sweet.. (i didnt get c her reaction, i look down to sign out coz i shy)

She : *smile*

Me : Ok.. Cya... *smiles*

She : Okay... *smiles*

While walking away...

Gundu Me Again! : Siti rite ? *Smirk*

She : *smiles* Ya!

Nurdin peh blur.. Nurdin so blur.. haiz.. gundu head.. hakhkakaah

So tomoro im goin out.. freshen up abit.. need a change in surrounding..

We'll c tomoro how i be ya..

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"KiLLL!!! KiLLL da zombiessssss!!!!" - being lame

.. dizziee drowsee ..

2007-09-14T20:42:00.000+08:00

Getting better.. bit by bit.. sweating more.. Wweeee

The cough medicine is cool.. make me so high.. juz had it.. luv it.. hehe.. lalalala..
Being sick is boring.. Physically weak.. Mentally mellow.. and my taste buds.. gone..
I'm eating rambutans.. but sure they dun taste lyk ones i lyk.. hahaha...

Look in da mirror my lips red.. sexy.. WWeee...
Becoz i dun smoke!! Y do you smoke ? i cant figure it out.. dun.. haf u reach to the point of addiction ? Too boring ? My bro smoke. He smoke becoz of his frenz.. influence.. MY dad smoke.. i duno his story.. influence also maybe.. If my mom smoke.. ill sure sMokE.. one big hapi smoking family ya.. hhaha..

All i do in the house.. computer, tv, juggling ball, medicine, slept lyk baby.. and over again..
My shoulder creak wen i do push-ups.. But soonnn.. i'll b back healthyyyyy.. Muahahahha..

I'm looking for shades.. Aviator Shades.. cheap one will do, as long nice.. hehe..
U outgoing peeps, do tag down locations ya..

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" Who wana get sick ? kisss meee.. "

.. h o l i d a y s ..

2007-09-12T19:12:00.000+08:00

Its the holiday. Weeeeee. And im sick! oh man...

They say, getting sick is lyk test.. endurance test, patient-ness, from high above. Im sure im not giving up then..

i luv endurance test.. i remember wen i was in the army, withstanding the hot sun.. digging up sleepin hole.. its sizzling hot.. thick army uniform sure doesn't help..

Hands all weak, sweating dripping.. but deep inside.. i smirk.. deep deep inside.. its says
"heh"..

I went to chill at Changi with peeps IT1A Winkerz... sum fishing, sum swinging, me.. juz sitting down.. felt weak that day.. and it was quite sweet as its gona last 1 month missing dem..

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Today.. my throat got worst.. and i sound lyk robocop/terminator.. reliiiiiiii.. not wasting chance.. i call Sabby to see the effect.. hahahah.. "i came from the future.. i kill all humans..."
hahakhah.. veri cool lah..

its juz a bore
my throat is sore
i dun juz sob
i take chance n sound lyk Robocop!

1st day of fasting.. and im not..

im scared.. my body goes to shock if i dun eat.. okok.. i noe.. its bout weight again.. heh.

After that its Hari Raya! Wweee.. luv seeing pple in traditional clothes.. my heart tickles wen i think bout it now...

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Its the month of Ramadhan.. wish all happy fasting..

...aaaadooooobeyyyyyyyy....

2007-09-07T06:18:00.000+08:00

Gona miss Miss Tifanny, she's resigning soon, miss looking at her in class. Took few photos in class with her. She's pretty, lady-lyk, wish chatted more with her, but i'll juz go gugu gaga.

Student i am,

the oldest in class.

Just 2 years from u,

but we different apart.

From Mizz Irene, i learn and study..

a glance a peep to u,

When i'm not too busy.

-For Miss Tifanny

All the best in what your pursue

MME all over, gona miss doing 'ADOBEY'. Also JPI completed, handed in the last project. I neva guess i did it quite well, doing it alone and in few hours, i got backache siting straight doing it. Someone pls massage me.

A good company, quiet in groups; Thats me, i duno y im more passive in groups.

I can't dance man.. shitttt.. and i wanted to go clubs again.. when i dance, i look .. erm.. gayish ? Can't dance to beats lyk one now at my blog... But found sumting.. found sumting i can dance perfectly to.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kx6_6uUobcw&mode=related&search=

Yeah!.. groove to the melody ya... i lup it..

Hang out at Vivo with IT1A on Thur. The chicken rice at the banquet taste exactly lyk the one in Greenridge, my fav! only abit more pricey. Thx for the coke.

Talk bout money, why do i get always got approach by donate collectors? Izit a test from high above ? Or is my face too gullible? Dunnn comeee nearrrrrr... i get guilty afterwardzzzz. I'm not rich, if i am, i'll donate, make frenz wif u, and treat u to a meal. Also, am helpess in bargaining stuff, i rather pay than psycho-ing for lesser price. Which shop doesent want profits, but pls dun bully me......

..........Unless ur gorgeous shop gal.. maybe i'll tease u and get a discount

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"Dun talk much doesnt mean im quiet"

- Hairy Creature

..heehaw..

2007-09-01T16:15:00.000+08:00

Friday was sweet, teachers day celebration. Bump wif Dyla in the Mrt :P

She had some "cakes" for IT1A.

Consert ok, 2 things, i look forward to was,
my classmate, Sabby, was the emcee for an item, andddd... sexy sexy dance routine by girls.. hehe. Abit too long but 1 of them sure know how to move..

My frens say (girls lah), they dance weird,well i say the dance made my eyes BiG and rOunD..

No class after that, pity for Vera she came for it, and i giggle at her, sorry ya.

Sabby invite me to CDSS, her Sec skewl. B4 entering bump to her fren, and she look exactly lyk my cousin!!! very cute! i even wanted to take photo of her. do TAG me, if you reading this.

Get close to peeps, Nurul, Diana, Joanne and Sabby at CauSEway. Oh ya, Sabby got her shoe lace stuck at d escalator, and i giggle at her, sorry ya! i do wanted to help, with giggling heart.

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Sat is bday party day. Food galore!!
Nasty thing, we waited on the staircase juz to skip the prayers;

Bday boy Rahman : Korang aru pai ? Aru habis baca doa..
Nahar : Aisey
Me : Da terlambat ke
Budin : Kita aru nk join
Hidir : hekheke
Others : hehehehehe

Old habits die hard. Rahman house was pack! Old, young, cute, not cute and very very cute.
Rahman is arab, luv to see his family side. i met up my 'self declare adopted sister" , miss her, all grown all big. and i always ask, "hows skewl?" "ada BF tk?" "jgn ade eh, abg pukol dia"
Rahman sister is in sec 2 and already tall, hope she stop and not outgrow me, hehe. but cant say about her older sister, so tall, and pretty too but i dun noe why she.. ermm.. cant say..

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After that head to ALoha Loyang BBQ. too full i slept in the car b4 reaching.
it was already 11pm.

BBQ was for Jatt upcoming bday and his baby nephew bday. quite peaceful, compare to other chalet, b great to do any party der. i wanted to swim, if i get to swim wif jatt's cousin, skinny dipping or sumting. hehe.

We ate satay, chicken, macaroni, hot dogs, and more satays..
Chatted, humoured and play poker. Even gambled, with satay sticks! Sweet. i recollect old secondary memories.

Oh how times flew by and im 23.

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" Live life wreckless, you'll know you living to the fullest. " - a girl

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..feelings.. thoughts.. and everything else..

2007-08-29T21:27:00.000+08:00

Annoyed by down emotional feelings.
Turning full blast to 'Akon - Blame it on me' , soothes me.

Lots of feelings and thoughts this few days. Heavy and pressed.

This is a blog, hope it helps.

I'm not always as i am now, was different last time.

I'm quiet, uncomfortable around girls, does'nt dare to ask, that someone who always at that corner.

People change people, or events.

But still some past resemblance remains,

look me in the eye, you'll see.

i always come, and go by myself.

my life, drifting around, always been lucky, all falls right in place.

events and people, i tend to open up them one at time, lyk presents.

Live life daily, or at most, weekly.

life has been kind, with luck popping by saying hello. thanks my parent for that. espcially mom.

worried for my dirty school uniform even till now, worried if i be late to school, worried to call if i'm busy dating, worried if i eat enuf, even sneak in to check and tug me in at nite. thank you my mother.

After school, i guess its the next stage, werking life. exciting and scared.

thats gonna b another blog.

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a dejavu of my ITE life today at NAFA test. while watching;

Excited, enthusiatics faces..

Shy before turns..

That striving and strugling pull-ups, shuttle runs, SBJ..

cheatings and deceivings records..

my oh my.. ahakz..

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The beauty of humble. Have you reali felt it ? Its a mix of anonymous and sweet.

Thats how i describe it. Even i brag, its hard not to, but I earn it today.

If i write down, i'll spoil the humbleness, ask me sometimes alone.

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This song 'Akon - Blame it on me' , touches me.

" As life goes on

I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility

I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me

So I want to take this time out and apologize for things I have done

And things that have not occurred yet

And the things they don’t want to take responsibility for "

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" Saw some fightings at skewl, encourage me more, i still wana bash pple "

- Me

..the sun, the sand and the sea..

2007-08-25T22:58:00.000+08:00

Beach day Saturday, had gone to Sentosa. Proceding there is a bore.. standing all the way in MRT, must treasure bike more.

At sentosa, SUNductive, SANDsation and SEApeachless!

Soccer! as always, tanning, fuhh..and mingling. Some peeps not from my class was there also, the girls! all in blouse! 'lyk got janji gitu '? hahah

We had some chats, nice ones, can't say much but i giggle inside while listening. Lucky some who supposed to come did came.. if not, on monday.. im gona tease 'em..

My head is blank rite now.. mood swing i guess.. maybe i'll just write some random junks below ya..

Words are sharper than knife
Pointier than needle
Hotter than lightsaber

So careful what u say, cause u may not meant it, but to others, tears are dripping down their heart. Used to bein bullied, i noe wat it felt.. Hey, all muscular now, wan me bully u ? hehehe..

Ignorance is bliss

I prefer dat. Not knowing something is often more comfortable than knowing it.. Ever called that special someone and find out that they not suppose to be there.. woowweee.. If i cud go bek time i'll smack myself in da head juz before calling, "stupid boy, dun call!' hehehe..

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"I want to bash someone"

- NuRDiN

...well.. thats life...

2007-08-24T20:48:00.000+08:00

Had tests for this week.. wooweee.. more and more nearer to 2nd term. MME and CMO tests, amazingly did better for CMO, and thats the module i detest. i heard my name appear on the board, for not taking phase test ?! hm.. Dear Mr LeE.. Dear Mr hot pants wif classic straight moustache.. i already taken it.. and u gave it to me.. For the 23432511 times, already take ya.

Its been few months already, and i had such wonderful times with my admirable classmates. I had alot of nick names, cute names, call names.. here are the list below... some are spoken outloud , and some.. well... kept inside..

Ganyut - the infamous name.. haha.. my mom laugh when she heard it..
Deng Deng - ey ey, tink i food izit ? hmmm... but i am yummy sometimes ya..
Abg Din - this one, i cant carry, eeeeeeee, eish.. nvm i eeeee again...
Pervert - oh puhless, im innocent sey..
Handsome - i do heard this by the corner of my ear tips..
Budak jahat - well... hm... who eh...
Nur - hahah
Nurain - hahahahaha
Mat moto - aiyer.. i wish la.. if i am tat fierce..

That's all i could think of now, update more ya.. I'm sure they be coming thru my tag board.. hehe

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Something extra... Its not mine, but there is sense from this guy.

"The Grass Is Always Greener On The Other Side."

"" This doesn't only apply to those gals/guys that YOU dumped. applies also to those when even it is the other party who wanted the break up (aka you getting dumped haha), at first you would do everything to get him/her back.
But time heals and after some time, the feelings for him/her is no longer there, that is when you have officially "spit" it out, in most cases, it is usually a "one sided" break up, only one party wanted the break up.
i never believe in patching up. wanna patch up, then y break up in the first place? unless its a special case that both agree its better to breakup and its a sweet break up.
For bitter break ups... did they ever spare a thought for you when they wanted the break up? no, they only wanted THEIR way. Theres a chinese saying, loosely translated, it means: " A GOOD HORSE DOESN'T EAT THE GRASS HE/SHE HAS STEPPED ON" so screw them... get a life, and move on to greener pastures...dun be a sorry ass or a lifeless a******, and return to the same person who brought you
bitterness, tears, sadness... and the list goes on... Get a life! and may all of you find the girl/guy of your dreams! forget the past! give
others a chance - all the best to all in your love life! ""

Fuh.. some hot fire there.. i do agree to some of it.. but the shout out points from me..

"they only wanted THEIR way" - what to do , its human nature, pple want best for themself ,
what if loves fade? then let go, its cruel, either ur happiness or others.. your choice..

eeeehawwwwwwww! juz to ease the tension...

And here is something from me

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Grass is always greener on the other side and woman always look better from afar.. coz its
always us chasing them.. if a pretty girl chase me ? i b da luckiest guy on earth.. - Dat guy la

..wet wet wet..

2007-08-20T19:16:00.000+08:00

----- Try reading it slowly.. I'm trying something..

- At the Gym -

There i was at the gym.. on a Sunday morning,
All alone.. disturbed by my classmate absent,
Felt abit weak and rigid,
But still.. i proceed.

Lifting.. carrying.. ignoring everything,
With only the mirrors.. my guide and company.

She was on the tower.. thru the glass i see..
Busy scouting.. from above.. shes working,
She turned.. and our eyes met.

My smile open wide.. hers was even wider,
Like a small kid i wave, and gesturing with each other..
i do swimming motion she does gym action,
We like on mountain tops.. but far across from each other.

Before i go.. i wanna get her number..
Imaginative and creative i am
Numbers thru fingers.. is all i could think off..

But shes too busy, attending the crowds..
and i too occupied, gazing the time..
Fiddling, folding my arms as i wait...
Cmon!, turn around lifeguard beauty..

I set my mind,
to left and go..
My oh my..
such a blow..
But you wait,
you lifeguard beauty..
Next Sunday 'ill come..
to finish this compo..

----- Back to normal mode...

Later noon, plan to watch bike show at East Coast Park, just me and my neighbour but because of the rain, we were stuck at few stops. We talk alot, doing some catching up. All the best on your TP

Waited and waited... but in the end, change destination and went to munch down at Al-Azahar. Had delicious mutton chop, yummy bebeh. My neightbour mata kero, hehe, order wrong dish. Went back, long way back, just enjoying riding and view. Its was cold.. even with sweater.

Quite a good day, as its been long since i have a foil plan day.. No frown for the day.

Sabby, thanks for the Cd, and i'm not returning.

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"Famous ? neh.. i wana b great! "

--- GuniGuGu

..wen ders fireworks..u forgot bout the last train!!..

2007-08-18T11:58:00.000+08:00

Didn't go to school yesterday, it was raining, waited and waited till 8am, and still it rain.. So cold.. so cosy under blanket.. back to dreamland! Didn't do much the whole day except TV, internet and eating.

Surf around Youtube, stumble upon this classic song.. very classic.. erm.. ..... "Backstreet Boys - Thats the way i like it " ( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WtyMUEDDKGg ).. Hey, don't giv me tat smirk! i did grew up in Backstreet boys Era.. n i'll bet you that u b able to sing to if not one but any to of their song rite ? erm.. anyone got this in mp3 ? can send me ? weeee

Later evening went out with peeps to watch the firewerks. Have some snacks from 7-11 while watching firewerks. Stunningly beautiful firewerks. Great goin to Esplanade.. beautiful buildings.. beautiful people.. beautiful scenery.. me also beautiful.. hehe.

Best part is when some of us miss the last train.. had to take cabs/night riders. This part actually exciting you see.. they panic.. worried bein home late/worried parents.. im not sadistic or what, its just that im past all this.. So i try to ease the worried-ness tension, locking my smile and being funny in lame way or izit i am lame but its funny ? haha.. i duno..

Yesterday was a whole lotta walking.. if ders a walking marathon i'll be 1st at finishing line! hehe.. From Cityhall to Marina (to eat) to Esplanade (firewerks) and to ............... Somerset, to take NR3. Wooweee~

To Nurul.. u r~ .. kindly wanted carry your bag, u say dun wan.. giv u water, sip abit oni den dun wan.. u tired wan sit down? dun wan oso.. disturb u ask again n again carry your bag.. still dun wan.. wat u wan.. can a rich famous look-a-like orlando bloom marry u ? never mind dun ans.. i knOE.. heheheh... But, im flabbergasted lah.. after 8 hours shift.. still went out watch firewerks.. walk like a mile.. carrying a buffy bag.. still.. when take off ur hat.. hair still very jambu lah.. ; )

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" I want ' Backstreet Boys - Thats the way i like it ' , anyone have it? I'm emo-ing to it..

can emo to boy bands ? huh ? " - NuRDiN

...its those period of time to bang our heads againts the wall...

2007-08-15T18:37:00.000+08:00

Doing Mme past few days.. maybe just abit engross.. went home late on Mon and Tue doing it. Doing it too much till forget about my food consumptions.. i was sooo hungry.. soo weak.. next time i will eat.. always eat..

Today still at it.. Tomorrow i think its the date due.. maybe.. i duno..

Chill day for me today.. Classmates ask me how to do and stuff.. i don't mind actually.. Do help but can't resolve some. sorryyyy!.. Felt abit hopeless though.

Been feeling/acting weird.. starring at blank space.. emo-ing to songs alot.. Maybe its the exams, just around the corner.. Maybe assignments piling up.. Maybe Mr Lee moustache.. Maybe just maybe i don't want to write it here..
I always try to go with the flow.. but i prefer my lucky geeky cool self..

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..time do travel fast..

2007-08-12T22:43:00.000+08:00

Hit the gym in da morning.. wif a fren.. tryin to show him around the the new jurong sport complex.. but i get to the wrong floor.. paisey der.. haha. Weird thing morning was pack!.. At noon was less.. i tot pple r lazy to wake up early.. hmm..

Bump into another fren.. another gym enthusiast, Herwan. He, come gym run.. end gym run.. everything run.. wont b surprize he run from his home to the gym.. hehe. Did my legs n shoulders.. wooweee!.. hehe. Thought end der, but my fren persuade me swimming.. i got no extra shorts! i change from home! What to do??.. Rambo style! jus take off boxer.. hehe.

There's Sakura Restaurent at the swimming pool!!! Its great for family outing! But duno its open yet or not.

Swim just few laps.. to bored to swim alone as my fren oni wanted to sun tann.. and also my eyes was busy checking out chix.. hehe.. i join him sun tanning. Wow! the sun smiling down bright ya!.. hot hot hot.. sweet hot.. n calm too... i doze off awhile. We chatted, among guys, "guys-girls stuff" hekheke.. as in.. "facials/pimples/army/fitness/relationships/commitments"
hehehe...

Went back ard 5.. time do travel fast.. i reli didn't track time.. Fine day ya..Oni a minor flaw, i got summon.. $8 flown away!! haiz.. y did'nt i buy parking coupons, its only $6.. So the lazy/ego.. i deserved it.. nvm a lesson learn, i'll buy it...

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" Don't judge person by appearance, attitude, character... hm.. erm..

what the hell.. i'm having fun with the person.. my moods right i'll stick with them "

- Jack Don Walker

..the wind thru my hair.. the adrenaline thru my vain..

2007-08-11T21:54:00.000+08:00

What a great day today.. fix my bike near Sunshine mall.. bike all okeh bebeh.. wooweee.. luv u Fay Bay Bee.. i ride wif smiles peeking over my face.. But.. still ders more to do.. maybe some tuning for speed! hehe.huhu.muhaha.

What ? racer ? rempit ? no la... im a safe rider.. imagine bein on road the for a year, wif onli 50km/h limit max.. yup.. i am army driver! the power to sleep everywhere.. after driving tat is..
Army vehicle haf been implemented wif speed limit of 50km/h.. So.. used to other road users passing by.. enjoy driving slow.. enjoying the view.. enjoying the subtle breeze.. maybe now, jus abit boost of speed...

Once, i was in hurry to pick my fren up.. Listening to mp3, nodding along to beats.. i didn't notice this guy n the gf beside. Same bike, side by side.. When the light was green we both dash off.. Wow, cool, the guy was always ahead of me..n wif a pillion! turning to bends.. BUT.. when did i start racing wif this guy ?! i was in a hurry.. rushing.. haha.. quite funny i tell u.. best thing.. Both were goin the same road all the way to woodland.. but he oways ahead.. he even slip between big vehicles.. eish.. if accident, i pity the gerl...

I wan speed.. hehe.. dun get me wrong.. speed for overtaking vehicles.. being always ahead.. its better to b ahead den in between or behind..

Later in d evening, i played soccer.. wooweee... wif some uncles. Today was on form.. attack quite good, defended even better. Im comfortable wif defending. Had some rough contacts too.. win some.. lose some.. Even i accidently elbow my fren, haha, syiok sia, but sori ya! hahaha. Best thing, i scored bebeh... sweee lah!
Got some bruise here n der.. ouch.. but tats soccer.
And now im hungry.. must eat! hey! i did gain 1kg! yesh lah.. hulk to be ya.. hehe..

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'Hey boy, go approach the girl la, u go 50%, u dun go 0%..' - kazzanova

..and then and then and then and then..

2007-08-10T18:06:00.000+08:00

Blogging quite fun.. editing n stuff.. i tink mine is nice.. any comment ? nvm, keep to urself.. bluek, hehe. Getting lazy this few weeks.. n exams r ard the corner.. eish!.. Goin to gym haf been slacking too!! NNooooo! How am i to buff up! 65KG! and dats it!.. Actually goin gym is not the problem... eating consistantly is...

Need to eat more.. must! hmm.. must find a way....... Oh ya been to new sport complex J.Point area der.. its quite big.. gymers wud luv it.. even the swimming pool is big.. n haf shelter pools.. kewl lah..

Been more than a week without my bike.. my dear Fay.. *sob sob*... hectic without a bike.. my day are spent most on travelling.. Yesterday i test my bike around the carpark.. ... The wind thru my hair.. the perpendicular bends.. the up slopes... I cant describe how i miss it.. PLS PLS PLS Fay Bay Bee.. b back to ur old self.. Like flowers misses the sun.. Like grass misses the rain.. Like a baby misses the mother.. i miss u...

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" If Wile Coyote cud buy all those Acme junk to catch the Road Runner,

why could'nt he juz bought dinner for himself ? " --- Someone

..celebrations.. angeration.. miscellaneousation..

2007-08-09T09:09:00.000+08:00

Yesterday celebrations was ok.. I'm proud some of my classmates were involve.. Gd to see pple participating, doing wat they can do and impressing others..

When i watch them perform.. inside.. i do wanna perform.. don't you ? the urge ? ever felt it ? hm.. me performing ?.. hm.. wish i were a comedian.. or a comedian/host.. hehe.. i b god if i can do a stand up comedy.. wahhh....

Some performance r cute.. but ders this guy.. annoys me.. the attiude.. ish! i wana bash him up! Ever encounter a person u hate from the start just by their actions or attitude?
Im small size.. hes ard the same.. but he sure get one hell of a whopping from me.. Reli tat jabroni.. ill turn him sideways stuck a pole up his ass paint him red white n stars wave him ard for national day!!.. hehe...

After tat was MMe.. i lyk MMe.. soo fun.. but.. i lyk alot of things too... touching... touching ??!
someone commented me that.. hehehe.. no comment lah eh..

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"Life is hard if you never take it easy" Alhidirsyah

..sweet honey strawberry.. wif everything ginger n spice..

2007-08-07T21:35:00.000+08:00

Once again.. thx eh Sabby.. cute yet cool blog.. tapi kan (but)... why "...www.suchaperfect-denial.com.. ?? hmmmm.... Also seeeee the sidebar..
<========= fedora_girl ? she sounds furry... hehe.. Old stories, Older stories.. wah.. thx eh.. pincchhhh u ya.... Ahh yes, favorite things.. Soccer! Adrenaline pumping, courages i transform, and as if bless wif endurance to highly level.. After i stop playing n resting, theres blood gushing down my leg.. dun even remember wen i get it..

Lyks the net.. n computers.. as im in Info Tech...creating my own DIY CPU.. juz waiting for the money to grow on trees.. hehe... Listen to Rihanna - Shutup n Drive.. Wwoo! shes sexy.. and the song is sexy.. makes my sexy too.. can sumeone get me Sanitary napkins here!...

The world is vain!, n fuct up.. and also my mom says, no one is perfect in this world.. but my mom says im handsome.. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....

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What written is just talk.. "TALK HERE FINISH HERE".. sorry if it associate with pple whom i know, dont know, forget, soon i'll get to know, the living or the dead ya!..

..continued..

2007-08-07T21:33:00.002+08:00

Im continuing my post..

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2007-08-07T21:33:00.001+08:00

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2007-08-07T21:31:00.000+08:00

This is getting boring..im ending any more post rite now..

why cant pple b abit more patience..

2007-08-07T20:35:00.000+08:00

why oh why..

A few weeks back, i was at the ATM transferring pays for my werk colleague..

trying to b carefull not making any errors entering their accounts.. sumone tapp on my shoulder.. "Hey, how long? quick." as he looked at his watch.Not turning, just a glance from the corner of my eye, i nod and continue pressing..Not long.. Not even 2mins!.. the uncle blurt "hey hurry, what you doing"

I dont noe, my anger went berserk.. on the inside that is.. but i turn wif a stern look i said ''B Patience".. it look calm but he haf no idea hows inside..Finally, when im bout to finish the same voice.. "Cmon we waiting long".. .... .... inside me was red fury.. rediest of red.. even if red was alive, red would say, "Man..ur red!"

I press the last button, walk away.. as i pass the Uncle.. transform to ah beng mode shouted EVIL-ly " HaPi allReady! " look him dead straight but wif crooked smirk..

I was angry i tell u.. Cmon, sorry if im slow or something, but im trying carefully not to transfer to anonymous accounts.. why cant he b patient juz few mins more.. if naked women sitting inside ATM machine giving out the money.. i bet he would'nt mind waited 30 mins juz to peek.. no.. sorry.. 1hour he would wait..

Hm.. was i wrong? An uncle, mid 50s.. now as i writing this blog.. i smirk thinkin back.. hehehehe.. *giggles* uncle oh uncle.. i reli can cripple u wif 1 hand on u and the other using ATM machine...hehehe...

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'If you smellllllll... what the My mom is cooking~...

eh, nasi lemak la, ok bye go eat...'

...neva knew i wud haf a blog..

2007-08-07T11:26:00.001+08:00

.....wat past is past i used to say... now, got slap back in da face.. ouch..

used to think bloggers juz wana show off..

well im showing off now ya!.. hehe

all beef n buff up!! GYMed n pumped, ready

to whack any drastic post!.. hehe

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wahh.. wish i be lyk dat..

but slowly i try.. free skewl gym for 2 years..

weeeeee~~

Talking bout gyms, heres a 'pre-blog my-2 cents'

For those carrying weights.. lemme ask u ?.. Which do u prefer? strenth or shape ? i wan shape.. see how lean he is ======>

Its not a matter how heavy u lifts, its how u do it.. the correct technique n posture... if u doin it wrong u doing nothing.. nex den onli comes the increasing weights...

Dun jump the gun carrying and forcing urself.. u might injured urself u noe..

foremost.. thx to sabby for creating tiz blog..
cute yet cool.. pawer la u..

"..who wanna b famous?.. i juz wanna b great.. "

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..wen ders fireworks..u forgot bout the last train!!..

...its those period of time to bang our heads againts the wall...

..time do travel fast..

..the wind thru my hair.. the adrenaline thru my vain..

..and then and then and then and then..

..celebrations.. angeration.. miscellaneousation..

..sweet honey strawberry.. wif everything ginger n spice..

..continued..

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..the end..

why cant pple b abit more patience..

...neva knew i wud haf a blog..

...puff puff...